Going through Changes

Lately I really, feel like I’m rolling for like Philly,
I feel like I’m losing control of myself, I sincerely,
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I’m complaining,
But life keeps on complicating, an’ I’m debating,
On leaving this world, this evening, even my girls,
Can see I’m grievin’, I try and hide it,
But I can’t, why do I act like I’m all high and mighty,
When inside, I’m dying, I am finally realizing I need help.
I can’t do it by myself, too weak, 2 weeks I’ve been having ups and downs,
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying,
Around with the idea, of ending the **** right here.
I’m hatin’ my reflection, I walk around the house tryin’ to fight mirrors,
I can’t stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a ****, only thing I fear, is Hailie,
I’m afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,
****…

__________

A.) Complicating, Complaining, Grievin', Dilly-Dallying, Reflection, High-and-Mighty, Dying, Debating, Sincerely, What do I care

B.)
Elevation - Pretty low, he's a rap artist to he uses a lot of slang terms (Dilly-Dallying, Explicit Words)
Connotation - His mood is very down, and seems very depressed, (Grievin', Dying)
Sound - It is a song so I can say angry and depressed
Concreteness - Pretty concrete but is also metiphorical at times

C.) In the first verse of Eminem's song 'Going through Changes', he expresses his emotions/feelings and explain what he's going through, forcing you to wonder how he will deal with these experiances.